backup plan

Imagine talking about communication in your relationship with your partner….

You bring up how not that long ago you were extremely suicidal and they had no idea…..

Then after sitting in silance for a while they tell you they can’t stop thinking about work and how someone messed up the shipping on a order

Lol

No no one gives a single fuck about me

It’s just bullshit

Things were finally getting good

I got an internship

School starts Monday

I stayed up till 5am bc I was so excited I finally found a jeweler to make my engagement ring

And everything falls apart in a minute

Please universe don’t let this be cancer

I can’t handle this again

I can’t lose her